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I've always been the type to never really say what I want and I feel that it has caught up to me.  It's just some personal bullshit, but it still hurts.  I don't even know what its about, but I just know that it has nothing to do with me.  Therein lies where it hurts.  I knew it was nothing, but secretly I hoped that it was something more.  why was I kidding my self.  Have you met me yet, of course not. I won't let you see me.  It's just how I act.  My trust issues are so horrible that its hard for me to trust anyone these days. 

I guess this is just a broken-hearted vent...